Okay so that’s my Christmas Day ruined! Okay ruined is a really strong word, he hasn’t ruined my Christmas, however it definitely has put a damper on my mood. Paul text me an hour ago saying that he had overdosed on Tramadol! He said because he has had enough and he is alone, at the end of the day what a selfish thing to d0. Paul had made me feel so upset and made me think that it’s all my fault!
At the end of the day it is my fault if I hadn’t of broken up with him then he wouldn’t be feeling like this and wouldn’t have done it! I ended up calling the ambulance for him to ensure that he went to the hospital.